I don't think I have ever been so busy...EVER. I feel like I'm constantly stressed, and every moment I can get to get 'out' I take it. And usually it's spending an hour in the ARA, or talking in the hall with someone for an hour, or just sitting down doing absolutely nothing....Which are all things that I cannot afford to do with my time..but if I don't I would Prob's die of stress.
I have this weird thing with procrastination. I think that if I don't get something done like 2 days before it is due...I'm like screwed. So procrastinating for me is still early. Thats why I think I feel so stressed (and well the fact that my weakness is that I tend to take to put to much onto my plate...and do them all) It's my weakness in all aspects of life...with YoungLife, school, doing things for other people, and simply just hanging out with people. Like Term paper due in like a Month...and well I'm already freaking out about it cuz well I haven't started. I guess thats a good thing, cuz then I always get it done. I just need a break...and well Spring Break couldn't come any faster> that is for sure!
I have been having some really bad pain in my back lately too. And well it always hurts; but this is like unbearable. It makes me cry...which is weird to me (and well stress is making me cry to so that just adds to it haha. oh geeze) I started taking pain killers for it today...which is something that I hate doing-but I can't take this. I have knots all over and I'm super tight....and I know that being stressed out over so many things that I can't even think of them all is not helping one bit. I just need the weekend, and well it's Friday (early morning) and it still feels SOOOO far away. I just need a break-so bad. This weekend will be good though...Spending it with people that I love (not stressful on the weekends) and prob's doing some homework and watching College Basketball--thats a pretty stressless weekend.
Preaching in Challenging Times
9 years ago
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