Lead me to your Destination

So I'm crazy. Thoughts of taking a year off of school have been entering my mind for the past week...Why?
If my parents move to Jamaica in the next 6 months....I will more then likely take a year off and go with them. But if they don't then what is the point in going. I can't really do any ministry on my own down there....well God can do anything so maybe. AH!
So today God or I...hard to distinguish- How bout stay here till I'm done then go....which is what I was kind of planning. I have so much to learn about myself..and ministry itself....God don't send me now...wait 2 years. But really what is keeping me here at North Park for the next 2 years...My teammates-thats the biggest reason I can think of. and I love soccer- my body doesnt though. YIKES YIKES YIKES. Don't think that I'm just going to drop out of school and leave the country like right now. Cuz it's probs not going to happen> but do I need a year off. Oh My. I don't even want to go there.

The Kingdom works from 'A to C'.....So this whole process I'm going through is part B....But no one knows what that is. Frusterating. ALways.--Sell and leave everything for the Kingdom...What exactly does that mean for me?