What I have to offer..That's enough

"You know the generous grace of our Lord Jesus Christ. Though he was rich, yet for your sakes he became poor, so that by his poverty he could make you rich." 2 Corin 8:9
The knowledge of what God does in my life...when it comes to grace, mercy, and forgiveness...Having that knowledge is so important in my life. That knowledge is so important in learning how to Love myself. And knowing how to Love myself...Truly Loving myself is the only way that I am going to Learn and show others that I Love them.




God meets me where I am at...'as is.' How incredible is that. I need to learn to accept..and learn to love myself where I am at right now. How I am at this very moment. I need to trust that others Love me this way as well. People don't see that I Love them as is because they see that I don't Love myself as is. I do Love you as is. And that is great for myself...but it's not great because you don't see me loving myself as is. God is the creator of all things...and he made everything the way that he wanted it...So I need to accept things the way that it is right now.



You are so great. And through small things you teach me what Love really is. I thank you for that. I think that these next two weeks are going to be really hard for me, but I am excited to see where these next two weeks end. Our friendship excites me. When I see you I get incredibly happy cuz you have taught me so much. You are not convienient at all. And I love that, cuz I am use to having friends that are just convenient. I thank you for being real. God is going to bless you in ways that you can't even imagine, and in ways that you are not going to understand, but it's going to be great. I know it will be. Thanks for everything.



Seeing Mike at the end of this school year might not happen now....I don't know if I am staying until Saturday or not...But if staying til saturday is possible, I really do want to meet up with him for coffee on Friday sometime.