or maybe I just miss the thought of you...
This is killing me, and there is nothing that I can do.
Last night I was dreaming about you...and I kept sleeping because I didn't want it to end.
I took a nap today...and kept pressing snooze b/c what was inside of my head was better than being out in the real world.
I don't know what to do.
This could just be me...But I know if I talked to you about it- you would say you dream about me too.
I thought I was over you...Maybe I am...But there is no way I'm over the thought of you.
I wish that I could just be the only coach at practice tomorrow. There are so many things that I have written down on this paper...that I just want to do....But I'm gonna have to explain them to the other 2... and then they will do it wrong...and Uh.. it frusterates me. This is all a learning experience for sure. But I feel bad for Kelsey. She wants me to do the things that I want to do...But how much power to I really have. I hate loosing...but when they loose it doesn't bother me that much...well it does...but it's the way that they loose....and I wasn't even at the game. Just hearing Kelsey's anger over the phone really pissed me off. Uh freakin' work. If you have a coach that doesn't know what is going on....You are going to have players that don't know what is going on....I rest my case....
You made my night tonight. And it was really nothing. It was 15min of sitting there. I had a whole day...and that 15 min. is the only part that I want to remember. Thanks for being so great.
I don't know what I want. I do know that I want more of you and less of me...
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