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School is almost finished. I don't have classes anymore so that is nice. I have time to go have coffee with people or go on walks with them. So that is great. But I still have to write 5 papers....I will get one out of the way tomorrow...maybe 2 ;-).


I need to be proactive when it comes to hanging out with you...I'm sorry.


Today in Church Breath Prayer's were talked about. A year ago that was my main communication with God. It changed my communication. It was as if I was in constant communication with Christ. And I shared my practice with others...and they used it...and we were all gung ho about it. I need to start doing it again. I'm in a different stage in my life....So it's time to sit on my knees with God and come up with a new one.


....My Body is broken. Please heal me.
...Help me to let go of everything.


Being honest with you is so easy. I thank you for that. I'm a very complicated person...and I am sorry for that. But you deal with it. and you are so great. I have to get over myself. I Love You. You are real with me...



Not excited about the people that I am living with at all. Well Sarah. That will be good. We get along. And CiCi is Legit. But Michelle. She is really getting on my nerves...which takes a lot. Just tonight alone. I could not take her language and the things that she was talking about. I had to walk away...and I wasn't the only person standing there...other's do not want to hear words like that coming from her mouth. it just made me sick...and not excited. I'm never around anyways...and we have 3 bedrooms....so maybe I will see if she wants to split up and have our own rooms....

Jesus, Son of God, Give me peace through out my days.