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I don't even know what to think of this....Disappointment... Do I feel that? I don't know... I need to get out of here.. and Go home. I'm so blessed that I actually do get to go home this weekend. I need a 'hug.' I haven't had one of those hugs where you are just like uh...Where everything feels okay again... I need my 'daddy' hug...as Lopez would say. I look for Love in all of the wrong places. C'mon AJAY!... really.

I take advantage of the people that are around me. They are not going to be with me physically for that much longer. And well I'm bad at keeping in touch with people. God blesses me with great people and I don't even see them, or make time for them. Even taking time out of my life to go on a walk or sit down with them for an hour and just talk...

**I can't, You must, I'm Yours, Show Me the Way!**