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Today sucked!!
I'm really sick.....so that's annoying. I never get sick....
and well coach told me today at practice that I'm not playing on Thursday....which is fine....But we are playing Wheaton......I don't understand this.


Last night was weird...My heart broke in College Life and I felt it. I have never been that emotional at something like that. The tears just kept falling....and I couldn't speak. I don't know....I know what I was feeling...Loneliness....lack of Community....fear of things..... It was too much...But SuAnne called me right after which was a God thing. But alright....Bed time.