Things happen...and that's Okay

I had SuAnne read some of my Journal entries from this year...And I was completely honest with her and that felt really good.


I really try...but I don't know what else to do with you


Last week SuAnne and Lorie had a table at campaingers about the Love Languages...It was really interesting...figuring out my own Love Language- how I like to be Loved by other people...and then trying to see how I Love other people...and then looked at my closest friends and try to find how they would like other people to Love them...It was really interesting...and trying to find how someone really wants to be Loved is an act of Love as well... I thought about it all week. and it was kind of neat...

--Ask and it will be Given....The greatest thing that you can sk for is the person of the Holy Spirit....Can you imagine what God can do through you with the Holy Spirit? This week I have really been thinking about the Holy Spirit inside of me...and well the Holy Spirit is Amazing...words can't describe it. 'The Dynamit of God.'
Holy Spirit-Reign Down On Me! The only way I can deal with my Holy Discontentment is with the Holy Spirit...Here I am Send me--

Tearing down the Walls--Lorie and I built an awesome room last night...and God showed up....so Great.

SuAnne and Dave are having me drive them to the Airport June 27th...They also want me to stop by to see friends in Chicago...The girls have a soccer tournament...so I'll prolly stop by that...but it's not really what I want to do--There flight is at like 9am...so maybe I'll just drive straight home cuz there really isn't anyone in Chicago I am really dieing to hang out with that is going to work out....so bummer...Then I'm driving back up for the Taste..But that will be nice...and I promised Kelsey so I'm glad that is going to work out. and Then I'm picking them back up from the Airport July 5th. God is good for making things work out.

I miss you. But I'm okay with that. Well I have to be. And I don't know how hard to try...I pray that you are doing well. And that you are alright. I'm sorry. and I don't know why I am...but I am. I need to be okay with the way that things are... And I trust that God will bring someone else into my life when I move back to school. Or maybe he won't have to. But I have faith in the unknown.

¹⁵I do not understand what I do. For what I want to doI do not do, but what I hate I do. ¹⁶And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. ¹⁷As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. ¹⁸I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. ¹⁹For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. ²⁰Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

²¹So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. ²²For in my inner being I delight in God's law; ²³but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. ²⁴What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? ²⁵Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord!
So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.

Romans 7:15-25