Frustrated

Yesterday Ron called me and said that he decided that he changed his mind about hiring me because of some kind of cut....
I was really upset...I had to leave my mom inside the restaurant sitting there by herself so I could go to the bathroom and cry....I really wanted that job. It was something that I put a lot of time into and really thought I was going to get it. I wish he would have told me this like a month ago...instead of telling me that in a few weeks you will be hanging out with kids at the park and really doing something that you will enjoy...uh....
God's plan in this is hard to see...but I have to trust in him...just slightly frustrated