Never Say Never

I don't know why this happens....but it hurts...and I'm tired of it.
It has never hurt this bad though.

I have so many things that I want to fill the page with...thoughts...frustrations...Anger...Sadness...Struggles...disappointment...Wonder

But I can't...not here...not now...it's too hard.


I always said I was excited to see where God was taking this one....And I still am...I'm not giving up on this. I can't. I Love you. And I think that you are so great. I just realized last week my problem...so I thought I fixed it...and I'm trying but maybe there is something else...and if there is Lord please reveal that to me. You gave me the opportunity for communication...the opportunity to leave that door open....and I thought I did

Maybe it's something else.