So Old

Last night I went to a party...The freshman were there too. The other girls were trying to get them to drink...I'm glad I went cuz they saw someone at the party who didn't have to drink. So that was good. But that scene is so old. There is another party tonight...and those girls are gonna go again and I want to go just so they don't feel the pressure to drink...But It's so lame. I would rather sit at my apartment and do homework by myself...and watch TV. lol. but oh well.
-Those people just annoy me now. What they do isn't fun. Binge drinking...REALLY! I mean when I'm 21 I will drink because I just want to have a drink cuz it tastes good. But getting trashed isn't fun. Eh. so weird.

I was sitting outside helwig today...and I saw Meghan. That was nice just to give her a hug and see her. It's been awhile. We are supposed to go out for coffee today...Hope it happens. Cuz I plan on it. And I'm excited. I have a lot of things that I want to say but I'm curious to hear what she wants to talk about. I used to be really excited to see as to where God was taking our relationship...but now I don't really care. I'm kind of just over it. Well I tell myself that. But I am prolly not. I'm a lot different now...So I don't know what we will have in common. She prolly won't even like me anymore..ha. Oh well. I'm fine. God will provide. and I trust in that.

1 John 4:16

And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.

AMEN!