It's Hard to Understand

So when I was getting ready to move in I was thinking, ' Oh my Gosh the first thing I want to do is see Meghan...and Just give her a hug...cuz that is all that there would be time for.'... A week later...I still haven't seen her. I don't understand this. It's not Love. I know what Love doesn't look like. And I have an Idea of what it does look like because I have experienced it...I haven't grasped the full meaning or understood what the full meaning of Love looks like....But I KNOW this isn't a way to Love someone.
Just 2min. People have time for that when they Love someone... People take advantage of the time that they have with someone way to much...I have Meghan here and I can't see her...I would give anything to have someone else here that I could see for even just 2 minutes.

We had a 'Retreat' thing last night at coaches house...We just hung out and stuff. It was fun. I really like the new girls. And having Stephanie around is so great. She has changed and I see that in her. I'm excited for her and Chris' wedding. She is so happy with him...and that is Awesome. *a Community of Christ*

Last night Katie had us as a team sit in a circle and each person got 3 minutes (would have been 5 but we had a time issue) to just talk. That person had the floor and had to talk the whole time. They could talk about anything. Themselves, their family, what home is like...anything--no rules for that person besides taking up the whole time. It was really good. We learned a lot about each other..and you would be surprised as to what comes out of your mouth. This is definitely an activity that I am going to use with the team that I coach as well as with Small groups with Young Life and with leaders and everything. So thank you Katie for that.

I am praying that Community is something that I develop. I have one...but I want to develop one that I am more comfortable in. Well more Christ centered. But he is doing great things...I Know it.

The Faith in myself is growing daily.