Letters...

So I have been thinking about my Dad alot lately...Prob's because he has come up in alot of conversations that I have had with numerous people. But I have these 3 letter's that he sent me while I did Work Crew like 4 summers ago. And I read them usually when I miss him or when I'm upset. And well I was thinking about him alot tonight, so I got out the envelope addressed to "My most precious gift, Ashley." Ah. He's so good to me, and I miss him so much. Just being with him everyday for a month in a place that we both love so much was one of the best experiences. I miss having meaning conversations with him. Conversations that are truly meaningful have been happening to me for the past few days....and it's been great. I feel that sometimes being here that is hard for me to do. Many reason's attain to that....but probs the big reason is that I just don't feel like talking about things.
But anyways, I have just been feeling alot of different emotions with my Dad lately. I just want to spend a whole day...Just him and I together, here in Chicago. It would be great just to go out to dinner with him and a few of my friends here. He's so fun and he would love some of the people that I have been spending alot of time with lately. ah. I Just miss him alot. lol. More then Usual.